My identity was that of a straight-laced straight-A biochemistry major. I went to church every weekend. I was a good girl and I wasn’t invited to parties. However, in private, when nobody else was around, I was a goon girl. I liked to watch porn on my laptop in my university dorm room when my roommate, Mia, wasn’t around. I would search and rub and chat with other people like me for hours.
On one particular day, I was in my dorm room sitting at my desk and watching porn on my laptop. I was completely naked and my legs were spread. *Squish, squish, squish*. Squish was the undignified sound of my drooling pussy meeting my fingers and hand. After hours of gooning I was ready for the final defilement. I was ready to give in completely and dedicate another orgasm to filth. Then the door opened. It was my roommate, Mia, who had only known me as a good girl.
“Oh my G– Mia! What are you doing??” I covered myself with my hands and arms and ran to the bathroom. “I should ask you the same thing!” she said, giggling. I forgot to close the laptop. *She’s going to think I’m such a perv.* “Colette … I didn’t know you enjoyed stuff like this. This is interesting. Is the towel on the chair so you don’t stain it? That’s thoughtful of you.” *Oh no. My whole world is collapsing*.
I walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body. I went to close my computer but before I could do so, she grabbed my arm. “Colette, you don’t need to be ashamed. We all have needs.” I was so angry. “Not me! I don’t have needs like this … I was just curious and it’s been a while since I orgasmed.” She grinned at me in a way I’ve never seen her grin before. “Colette, I want you to take a ride with me. It will only take about 30 minutes. After the ride is over, we’ll never talk about this again. Agreed?” Reluctantly, I agreed and got dressed.
As we drove, Mia revealed things I could only fantasize about. I felt a surge of excitement and fear intertwine. My good girl facade was crumbling, piece by piece. We arrived at a hotel and my heart raced as she opened the door to a room that promised forbidden pleasures. “Colette, come here and sit next to me.” I hesitated, but the thrill of the unknown called to me.
Mia smiled and invited me to discover new parts of my identity. I sunk into the exploration of passion, indulging in ecstasy that I had only read in stories. The lines between good and bad blurred, and the need for acceptance washed over me as I let go, embracing the feeling of ultimate release.
And so it began – a journey from innocence to indulgence, my newfound desires unleashed in an unforgettable night. Now, I stand at a crossroads, filled with the essence of all that transpired. But it wasn’t just a transformation; it was a rebirth. Amidst the pleasure and pain, I learned to love every part of myself.
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